I'm really hoping that my rapidly appearing adventure to the homeland provides me more than time to explore the outer world, but also my inner world. I've found myself asking, What do I REALLY want out of life, not just in the abstract but actual blood, joy and tears of life? I know I want this move, and the job truly excites me on many levels. More importantly, Who do I want in my life? Kids sound great in the abstract and I think they'd give me some of the meaning in life that I seek. Yet, you have to want somebody to have kids with. I'm not sure I'm there yet. My life is changing enough in the next few months. One thing at a time.
My other thought of the day: I want to leave language behind for a while and run free from its shackles. In the sometimes-wise words of Fugazi: Language keeps me locked in and repeating.
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