View at Rest

View at Rest, originally uploaded by skitbraviking.

8/12/05 (Posted 8/20/05)

This morning I had this view and stared and stared and stared and realized that I wasn't staring out into waters but within. So many things swirled around and my heart hung heavy. I had planned for so much of the past was settled at the bottom only to be dug up upon my own choice. But, no. I guess that's not the case, but at least I know I can stay here from a while and don't have to stay longer and it's my sadness and I don't have to stare out too long but only when I need to. At the very least, I can say that I've led a rich, rich life. (Thanks for the suggestion, Jo Jo.)